Sunday, March 21, 2010
My 1st Night In The Mental Hospital
Cuz, when I opened the door, there were about 8 people standing there. And Dr. Roberts stood up & said take her in back. And I was escorted to the locked area. Margaret was able to come with me. They put me in a very small room with these mirrors along the walls. I knew there were cameras behind them. Dr. Roberts came in & said, “I just want you here for a couple of days.” “Is that all a couple of days.” “Yes,” He said. Little did I know it was going to be a long month. Margaret said, “I don’t know why you’re not crying?” As she was crying, I said that I was too pissed to cry. One of the nurses came in & Margaret told her that she wanted me to have a bigger room, not this tiny room to stay in. The nurse said she would see to that. It was time for Margaret to go. I didn’t want her to go. But we said our goodbyes. It was pretty late at night they just took my vital signs & put me to bed. They locked the door so I couldn’t get out. At least it had a bathroom in it. There was only a sheet on the bed & it was freezing in the room. I didn’t find out until later that u could control the temperature in the room. I had stomach problems that morning & they kept asking me if I was alright. I just wanted to go home. They let me come out of the room later that morning & took my vitals again & they said to me it was time to take a shower. They gave me another gown as my clothes were being laundered. We went out through the locked doors to another unit where a bunch of people were & into a room where the showers were, there were stalls. I took my shower & had to dry off in front of one of the workers, embarrassing. I did have a nice skinny body at that time. But I don’t like being naked in front of strangers. I got dressed in my lovely gown & went back into the locked unit again.
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